i wander around dead drunk in love,
an endless supply and nothing to fill up
i am ruled hopelessly by emotion,
which is an impossible way to be
and i try so so hard to change
but i'm so tightly wired in.
lean my head against the bar
joke about the cancer lurking
what evil have i stressed into existence
everything i'm scared of, i manifest
i'm the problem, i'm the solution
sometimes i feel happy
but honestly everything just feels deeply wrong
in fact i feel like i've been beaten
everything else has won.
i wear a christmas hat at the end of the table
wish away another year
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