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two projectors one overhead projector fairy lights and flowers and those weirdo battery candles i guess something beautiful something worth it sam's been saying stuff about everything being totally useless in the grand scheme of things maybe don't think about that right now just think about making good things and remember your teacher said he was excited about your work today that's good that's good got rained on today had to run to make sure your photocopied score didn't get wet urgh and the line at officeworks was so long and a french couple was behind me speaking french really fast and i just wanted to sit down and i fucking hate that officeworks because it's weirdly underground and last year i had an awful panic attack waiting in the same line and oh man i just h a t e it there but whatever i did it without freaking out and my score looks nice at least i guess i hope anyway i showed my song in class today and i was terrified and tried to laugh it off by being really blase about my work even though i'm actually really proud of myself and i'm not really sure why i do that because you should always just be proud and confident but sometimes that's hard but still no excuses no excuses like when you go to gym even when you're tired even when you don't want to even when you have lots of work to do and songs to write and you have to get up at 6am the next day to get on another train because you live really far away from most things like uni and parties and stuff i like trains now which is nice but you know those days when you've had too much coffee and sitting down is just like the worst thing so you're bouncing your foot around and listening to that same old album again because when the train goes fast the droplets race each other on the window and it feels like a movie cliche i know but it really does and i'm the main character but it's all a very long and boring story and the ending is vague and inconclusive