I'm trying out this new thing where I go to bed when I feel like it, and not because I have any strange routine-rut obligation to sleep at certain times. In accordance with this new venture when I've finished writing this I plan to sleep in my own bed for the first time in days, even though it's technically the 'middle of the day'. (I like the idea of the middle of the day changing depending on what time you wake up - normally the middle of the day for me is like 12pm - for some people it's like 4pm. So fun.) Similarly I've been getting out of bed at like 11am which is UNHEARD of for me! While this has wreaked havoc with my good marriage to routine it is so nice to look outside and see the day right in the middle while you're still breathing over hot coffee.
This 'going to bed when I feel like it' thing has had me seemingly living out my silly technicolour dream of being a normal young person; talking until 4am, walking home in icy cold night-wind, sleeping for like half the day and waking up in midday sunlight with ringing ears and the promise of more hours off-kilter and tipping the sleep scales to one side.
Oh my God I am so tired. 12.07PM? AM? Whatever. Goodnight! xoxoxox
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