I won't go back home

Oh GOD. Animaux's new track is just the best thing of my life. I remember seeing it live the first time and it was just perfect and I died and now I can listen to it whenever I want!!! You need this in your life.

~ LISTEN NOW RIGHT NOW ~

if i could go anywhere

i'd leave here for alaska

 

I'm just sittin' at home watching Formal Wars and it sucks but I'm kind of happy to be here, typically looking up how to be a vegan without sucking and reading the comments on Miley Cyrus' YouTube videos. You know this but I like these silly simple things. Life is so hard and so complicated and sometimes I want to forget that somewhere in Varanasi a young boy is trying to sell floating candles to tourists...knowing that I want to put those little facts out of my mind sometimes makes me feel dirty and yuck and kind of like I hate myself a lot but I don't know. 

I think about the future a lot, I think about the past a lot, and I think I think too much overall. I'm always thinking about something or other and sometimes I'm shocked by how one thought leads to another totally unrelated thought. Like the other day I was doing some work and realised that I done something wrong, and right in the middle of telling myself off I just immediately went "Oh and also don't forget you REALLY need to go to the gym if ya know what I mean" and then I got really down. I've always known it's so, so easy to be down but it's hard to be happy, but I also know it's worth skidding ya thoughts to a stop when they start to tumble downwards like that. Otherwise who knows what'll happen.