Let me blow ya mind

In an attempt to raise much-needed $$$ before I go to Singapore and India I am making and selling some flower crowns. I've been making crowns for over a year now and I still LOVE IT more than most things. It is so, so relaxing and so liberating, I love looking around shopping centres for new things to stick on, I love wearing them every day and picking out which one suits my mood for each day and I love people who like what I wear and tell me so. I also felt so so good when one beautiful client placed once of my crowns on her head and she looked so incredibly stunning and majestic that I just died!!!!!!! I wish I had've taken a picture. Anyway I'm taking commissions plus making some just to sell, just like the examples above. Call me maybe. 

I am busy yadda yadda one day I'll like myself yadda yadda I love music etc etc. I had dinner with a dear friend of mine last night and she mentioned that sometimes, she felt like she was living life on repeat. At first I didn't quite get it but I think I do now. I do a lot of the same things I guess, but I mean we all do, like go out, stay home, go to uni, go for a run and repeat times infinity, but I think the real danger in the sense of repetition is in the way we look at the world. I understand that I go out most weekends but if you look at each instance with the same attitude you will have the same experience. I think. Last night was so, so, so much fun because we went to a party and got drunk and danced in a little room. Sounds whatever but this is why this time was not a repeat of any other party and why it was unique in it's own little special way:

~ Somebody had installed a red lightbulb in one room and one of those ultraviolet lights in another and it looked so beautiful ~

~ The house was tiny and pokey but with gorgeous tall ceilings so I could look up and see everyone's cigarette smoke floating to the heavens ~

~ I found some pink hairspray from somewhere and sprayed it into Lewis's beard ~

~ Two girls were walking around, one in a skin-tight lycra bodysuit and another in a little black crop top and skirt, with one of those huge candy-eatable necklace and bracelet sets on. They were both drinking and smoking and munching on lollies and neither of them looked like they cared about how many calories were in the lollies or how far they would have to run to burn them off. They were the most glorious majestic creatures and I couldn't stop looking at them and wishing I was them ~
~ When we got home my Lewis got me a piece of peanut butter toast while he showed me a video that I can't quite remember but was fiercely inspired by ~ 

~ We danced to this song and I was so happy ~

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