Thingz !

~ My friend Kitty talks about having gypsy blood to describe a feeling of restlessness and a desire to explore. I love that. I feel as though my own gypsy blood has been boiling over ever since I got home from the airport back in late July this year. I need to get outta here and visit all the places I keep hearing and reading about and tread over new ground, you know. I am being kept sane by the promise of the America trip next year, but that is in October which is soooo far in the future, and I wanna get out of here n o w ! ! ! Perhaps I will take a trip to the ocean, because it's been so long since I've been with it...

~ I absolutely obliterated a latte glass at work today, it just totally shattered in my hands into a billion tiny pieces and it was very shocking and also very irritating! I couldn't help thinking about how things can be whole, then so not, in less than a second, without rhyme nor reason...

~ I have been watching waaaaaaay too much Dr Phil send help ~

~ I love the dogs that come into work. Today I decided that from now on I will share the bacon I usually scavenge with the dogs that accompany their owners for breakfast and stuff (with permission o course) because dogs are so funny and loveable and I love it when they look up at me with their little tails wagging whenever I carry their owner's food to their table...

~ I generally don't like New Year's because there's this huge expectation hanging over it to be this amazing time when in reality it's stupid crowds, terrifying fireworks, it's impossible to get a cab, you can never be with who you want to be with all at once, and I hate the feeling of nostalgic melancholy that I get when the clock ticks closer to the end of the year, the end of the era, the end of my youth, the E N D . . . hate it. But this year should be nice; the Cactus men and ladies are doing a couple of gigs which I will attend and some parties have been casually implied and I am planning to spend time with a lot of the people that I love on the actual night so I guess we'll see how it goes.

~ This is me thinking about the crowds in the city on New Year's...~