Yesterday one really good thing happened that stuck with me not because it was the best thing to happen in my whole life - it wasn't even the best thing to happen in the DAY - but just for some reason I felt that shift like when tectonic plates move or like when you're playing Tetris and the little squares fall into place to make a line you know? Anyway it's not even exciting just I said something in one of my classes and the girl directly in front of my seat turned right around in hers just to smile at me and I'd only ever said like two words to her in my whole life and it was just so nice I wanted to cry. It's a weird time for people around me changing minds everywhere and I feel these vibrations of things falling into place for everyone around me as well but sometimes like they get mixed up with the shifts of things falling apart and it's hard to know whether someone's got the pieces all worked out or if they're working their way out of something bad. I guess this is why it's nice to think that it's all connected because when things break it's because they're meant to or something and from nothing comes something. But who am I to say I only know what I am and even then I'm not so sure so I prefer to pretend that someone else does know for sure because then at least someone does. Know who they are I mean. Because if there's anything I do know it's that I like to know things especially in advance and I don't like surprises and I don't like chances and I don't like eating things like those muesli bars with chocolate chips on them for reasons that I know make no sense. Making no sense.
xoxo angsty_gal11
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