with the men

is this trauma?

if i had to guess, i would say 

well, yes

i bit down between us

when i realised i will always be ugly, and brave,

and angry,

and you will always be 

who were you born to be. 

that is - 

when you are standing in a room 

with The Men

you become one of them

and everything you said so sweetly to me

with soft light on our bodies

buzzing feeling 

soaked in meaning really 

nothing to you 

actually

nothing to you. 


because all men become Men

eventually 

you can't trust them