tonight i said the most formal, the most cosmic goodbye to you
staring into the crowd
staring through the ceiling
i love you
i am deeply in love
off stage
i sit on the stairs
i think of you
i miss you
but i know you're gone
you were lost to me in a moment
and you never looked back
though i lost you twice
i am losing you constantly
we make less sense
the vision is lost
and the weight of you shifts
it does not disappear,
but it moves alongside me like a shadow now
joining the others and i drag them along
i prop them up on stage
i stroke their faces
facetious, audacious
feasting
listening
did you hear me say goodbye this time?
sometimes i think
but you don't look back
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