i thought my heart was done breaking
but cool, finally, leaning over myself
wrapping up a power cord
i realised i will never, ever be the same
and my heart, broken like a twig,
will never mend the same as it once was
like - i used to catch the train home alone
at 2am
and it was so dangerous and silly but i did it anyway
and i ran home in the dark feeling invincible
i'm not invincible. i never was
i am so unbelievably breakable
one car trip, one sweet night
over wine and i just know forever
this isn't it. and in a second i'm pieces
sit close to me, please, just
book me a cab. you know
everything you want is actually not that far off
i just assume - though, do you want me?
sometimes i wonder if you might.
i would so happily end this absurdity
i would so happily dive into the insane
and quit all my jobs
and write about you for the rest of my life.
i do worry about you, lovely one
and how you cope
and how you remain
so happily displaced
everything is actually fine
you don't have to know
but i fucking swear to god
if you're not choosing me then
she had better be better than me
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