Monday, 5 February 2018

if my heart is idle am i doomed


clomp clomping my fussy way towards you knowing you
were sitting there waiting, for ME,

sickly sickly sick something saying 'remember this sis,
because this will be all you get.' 

and it was!!

but the start was just the best part
primping and preening my outfit
dreaming up the perfect something to say
that'd pin you against the wall

press my palm against your chest and
imagine the pounding inside belonged to me

well there's fuck all i can do about it now, and it's for the best,

urrrrgh isn't it like that for so many things that have happened to me now?
i attract and repel in equal parts, apparently. 

i will say this though, 

there was just something so smug about your stupid elbow on my stupid knee.

i feel sick and i can't forget it


you did this

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